e story of gal...ends here.? i duno. she always make herself seem so pitiful.bt ish reali tt way? hu knows..? these daes everyone saes tey suffer depression..well too much sad things gng on i gas.breaks ups, bad results,no promotion,get sacked...bt tts life and lets jus face it.
e gal hids herself again.she was disappointed.e onli person whom she believes in most tt habs have faith in her dreams and her hardwork she had put in 2 achieve her dream..actualli doubted her ability..thinks tt e hardwork she put in ish nth much.nth more unless she succeed...bt hw long n hw far was she away frm succeedin.1 yr? 3 yrs? or 4eva?she begins to lose faith...e onli person whom she thinks tt still hab e last hope in her dreams actualli doubted her,...shld she continue her dream..has she choosen e wrong path of her dream..she ish lost again..clueless...
as e xmas ish comin ..she felt lil warm bt more coldness and loneliness approachin her..she doesnt want a lonely xmas..bt sum1 whom can accompany her ..n.she doesnt ask much..jus a place 2 lean on ...tired...can she still defend herself frm e outside..?she wish she was deaf...so she wouldnt hab 2 cope wib e comment made by others...she jus cant control her feelin can she..sumtyms e comments was so harsh tt she was scared she might retaliate in a form of violence.has she gone nuts? maybe...llol
she wish tt she had galfriends tt wld stand by her and nt harmin her wib words 2 discourage her wen she herself is already losing faith...can she......
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