chap 109
[echo peeps n jiujian n joanna n rick=)]
[me n esther =]]
[can u spot same hair color? lolx]
[me n joey! sweet]
[me n meijun---lesbo]
Last wed de pic =]!
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chap 108
[de honeys! zhangyan+meijun]
[F.M.Z!fiona meijun + zhangyan]
[caleb,wendy,neo]
ytd went white tangerine cafe'. Neo, esther, wendy, caleb,sky,jake and edmund performing there! lol enjoyable performance guys =]! like de songs u pick esther haha. my favourite singers.
neo used his damm cool mic lolx. wonder where he gt it frm......hmm.
me zhangyan n meijun playing lesbo again.LOL.
o! esther hope u find de rollar useful =]. u wan i can help u get.
2nd tym seeing taiwei.loll! saw the song he wrote quite cool. n i actualli udn wad he wrote LOl.
-.^. started late .....ended late...reach home alady 12 plus then rush project.lolx at least rushed out le.LOL.....hope de gals tink its ok...
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chap 105
lol an0ther post. bo liao. i n0e.
2dae freaking sleepy....slp on mrt...slp in lecture...slp wHile walking?! lollx mus be damm tired.
yilin cam over tdy haha (She wan me put her name) lolx. we chat chat. o yingqi...ben lai wan ask her help u c de ccg de.bt we cnt find Him lollx.nxt tym nxt tym.
AND....i noe u hen tall hor.180....walk past one 158de cnt see loll! jkjkk write fer fun de tis sentence lolx. mr guai kia
had street jazz tdy.0k..at least i rush up de choero dance..bt my across de floor stinks..i tink tmr...ache here ache dere le..*ouch* ryan nt realli happi with our performance..i tink i mus stretch more..liddat more flexible. LOL...
alot of project mus rush.n...GALS! Once again..realli tks fer being udn 2wards me..lolx...i will do my project part well de=]..same goes to my e-marketing n html de project mates.=]
doing nth nw..loll purely singin n nite dreaming.
note to self: DUN HUNCHBACK! (alady so short.....)
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chap 104
recently frm yuxuan blog hear tis music again...lots of feeling filled me up...wHich makes me feel like crying..bt with a smile on my face...smile of warmth..n happiness
If I were bluewould you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time
If I feel good would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the oneto take my breath away...
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away
Would you be there...
if i am away would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me all the way
by redwan ali. =]
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chap 105
暧昧是.......
比好朋友再親一點，但比情人遠一點。
你回不時去她的BIOG看看有沒有更新；而且你會留意字裡行間，她對你有沒有什麼暗示。
有感覺，然而，這種感覺不足以叫你們切切實實的發展一段正式的關系。
有進一步的沖動，卻沒有進一步的勇氣。
她不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更關心你和了解你。
你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來，特意提醒你服藥，叫你蓋好被子早點睡的普通朋友。
當你遇到問題解決不了的時候，你找不到你的男/女朋友，你第一個便會想起她。
每當她提及她的另一半時，你會萬箭穿心
甜津津又同時酸溜溜的。往往從未開始，已叫人不安，患得患失。
別人以為你們在搞地下情時，你會沾沾自喜。
別人問你們是否戀愛中，你張口結舌。
常常掙扎表不表白。你怕表白之後，你既得不到一個情人，卻又失去了一個知心好友。
見到她，你會心跳。見不到她時，你會掛念她。
兩個人都會互相猜想。他是不是已經暗示了什麼？我是不是自作多情？
每天大家都會聊MSN，會互傳手機簡訊，無規律地偶然約會。
兩個人沒有承諾過什麼。但雖然如此，你願意付出的，比有承諾的情侶更多。沒有責任，但你卻很渴望去承擔，不問回報。
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chap 104
Bloggin in sch nw loll.time is freaking early---08:38am..N N0NE OF MY CLASSMATES ARE HERE YET!!!! llolx
Ytd was jiujian performance fer lee foundation.HAD FUN=]! n.......
JOEY TALKED!
lolx we chatted alot. n so cool she work in kbox.can work n can sing there.*envy*
me n meijun kp doing lame stuff behind de backstage.we change de "bie song kai shou" song n we act as lesbo.LOl. I L0VE U MEIJUN<3 hehe(jjf)
de performance was great. the kids that dance was soo sooo sooo CAWAII!!!! OMG hao xiang duplicate one home :x hehe and de lil gal that sang endin fer de last sentence was terrific.sound so like cd. i can foreseee her future in singin.LOL.
we t00k alot of pic. *snap snap* with jiujian,rick n joanna. =D
btw...i wan apologize to my DEAREST grp members..sry fer de ps...tks fer being forgiving..lolx...i promise i will finish my part well de.=x sincere apology..guilty de wh0le dae le...(although u guys kp sayin nvm)
to ne k.s.s folks tt are reading: hey ppl tis sat go down white tangerine cafe!! so we can hang out again. realli misss u guys!
an0ther peformance coming on sun.hope tis tym..(i mean it) i WAN to do well.hehe.
damm tired haha.bt is happi these few daes=] T_T my tara panda eye coming out le....eben ne0 n sky can c...argh....I WAN MY GARNIER WHITE ! lol!(0k i gas bloggin at such an early time is nt a g00d idea...i am so...."hyper") i want to slim down too! apparently since feb i hab l0st 4kg! hehe.0k i n0e i t00k a beri l0ng tym to lose 4kg... bt i will continue de!
GANBATTE NE XIAOMEI CHAN. =]]
kp coughin these daes ,throat nt beri g00d.talkin use jia3 yin1 talk.i realli nd to concentrate on my warm up n bb to heaty f00d.T_T lucky i still can eat my fave food! =D
lol my health sounds abit pathetic. i ytd also sms sms then fall alseep. *yawn*
I ND TO RECHARGE! GENKI.
just found out i realli beri chai nv(Stay h0me gal). In the virtual world i talk alot of crap.j0ke alot(can tell frm tis post ) lolx.bt wen i out wif frens. i tend to be quieter (abit ba) esp wen in big groups. or wen i al0ne outside,i am like a dead zombie walkin arnd,LOL.hmm i tink i mus exposed to the world more if nt one dae i will 4get hw to talk.=]]
0k i beta stop posting.beri long sia.
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chap 97
sch reopen yet again...haish...boring life starting again. h0w i enjoyed my term break. REALLY =]doing all de stuffs i like.though my black eye starting to come out cos of late nite sleeping...ah tara panda! hehe so cute (puke)
PPL! [incredible hulk] is de most boring movie eva! lolx except de Behind part ba.de "WWE" scene.hehe. i tink i still prefer to watch romance n horror.LOL weird me i n0e.
Had rehearsal at ech0 ...lollx funi. MEI JUN FINALLY C U AGAIN lol! hao xiang ni wor =] then rehearse abit with caleb. seriously...voice..beri beri closed.LOL..noise onli.nt music.LOL. tmr still nd rehearse again....T_T hope i dun fall asleep during rehearse. >.<
wen h0me n realise my heel was bleeding..de skin tore eben bigger T_T *pain*....sch sh0es...dun rmb them being so pain...lollx.
而不是。。。你的负担。。
os: 我怕。。接受了以后。。。会失去。。。你能给我。。专属我的安全感。。成为我的避风港吗。。。。
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chap 95
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chap 94
曾经受过伤。。
曾经体验过。。
从甜蜜然后到心碎。。
我。是否能再度承担这一切。。。
再度的沦陷。。。会再度唤起我种种的不安。。
他是否真的喜欢我。
他是否是我要的。。
他。。。会不会也像曾经的那个他。。。背叛我。。。
留下黑暗的世界。。让我一个人去面对。。
又或许向另一个他。。。轻易的放开曾经紧我的手。。放开。。那段情。。。
爱情。。已成为我心中的恐惧。。。
在渴望它的同时。。。也害怕它的来临。。
爱情。。。我忘了是什么。。只是想起来的是。。只记得。。它是苦的。。黑的。。冷的。。
一丝的温暖。。都是假的。。
童话故事，甜蜜，温暖，幸福，色彩缤纷的爱情。。。离我好遥远。。。好远。。。仿佛就不属于我。。。。。。
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chap 93
幸福。。。真的会来吗？
等待。。是值得的吗？
没有回报的等待。换来的。。会是期待已久的幸福吗？
我不知道。。。
我也不喜欢。。不确定的滋味。。。
谁能给我答案呢。。 ？
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chap 92
愛上一個人的7個預兆
1.當你正在忙時，卻把手機開著，等著他的短信..你已經愛上她/他了
2.如果你喜歡和他兩個人單獨漫步..你已經愛上她/他了
3.當你和她/他在一起時，你會假裝不注意他，
但是當她離/他開你的視線時，你會急著尋找她/他...你已經愛上她了
4.當她/他受傷或生病時，你會很關心她，替她/他著急..你已經愛上他了
5.當她/他和別人要好時，你會感到不好受...你已經愛上她了
6.當你看到她/他那甜美的笑時，你的嘴角會揚起一絲得意的笑..你已經愛上她/他了......
7.當你看到這篇文章時，心裏想到某個人
这些。。都代表。。我。。。喜欢。。。。？
当然是王子啦还有谁呵呵
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008Y
chap 91
hmm 3 singin events coming up.hope i can do well in all 3.i shall nt let my personal feelings affect it.
ytd wore a stupid sch shoes wHich i hab nt been wearing like 6 mths? gt my b0th back feet cuts...then gt skin eeeeeee....*pain* limped all de way h0me. bai ka.LOL . gt tis wHite hat frm heeren tt i am wearing fer de fast song fer competition.hope it brings me luck...hehe wishful tinking :x
btw aldrich,..dun tink too much of wad u saw..betta study more !
went to sebas hse tdy(pian0 outing) damm cool he's gt like all de instruments?(exaggerating)hmm...2pianos...5 gutiars...n one jamming corner.HW COOL IS THAT.!? jealous hehe. =]
love is realli a complicated stuff. esp wen is in de process of 暧昧。
暧昧时。。你不懂她真的对你有感觉吗。。还是。。只是把你当朋友？妹妹？那般看待。。
但还是有人说，爱情最美最回忆的地方是暧昧的时期。或许谈过两段恋爱的我。。还不是很了解吧。当时还小。。年少无知。
随便吧。就让爱顺其自然。我不会去特别理会它。或许。偶尔当被动者也不错。
毕竟女追男游戏还是很累的。 :x
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chap 90
hehe 10 more post hit 100 le.cant believe i kept tis blog fer 3 yrs le =]
tis june is beri packed.trust me .loll bt i love it!hehe. 1 word---fun!
frm sch--b-dae celeb--star programme--outings.LOL
bt among all these fun...i am still b0thered by a problem haix.lolx
问世间情为何物。
暧昧这个游戏。。真的那么好玩？
忍不住。。要有喜欢你的冲动。。但。我知道。。不可以。。
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chap 89
b-dae over le..lolx...officially 17..
.::+17岁的天空+::..
1stly.....THANKS alex.neo.danick n sky =] lolx de "b-dae" part n also bringin me to a ktv pub hehe. quite cool .horhor 教坏 :x jkjk
The IT fair tdy beri small ..compared to tt time i go ....bt still can bring daddi go =]
<-- my 1st pub
o n hapii bdae alex lolx ur turn le. n is doomsdae..so 小心！
on de way h0me..i kp l00kin at de ph0ne..6min more...4min more.. wen 0min was left..de tears fell...i shall n0 longer..miss u..u are de past..
os: 不要对我太好。。我怕。。我喜欢上你。。 :x
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我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点生日快乐我对自己说蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也融了我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕画面重生
祝我生日快乐
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chap 88
才仅仅过了4天。。。我却有许多的感触。。喜怒哀乐。。
如果不嫌我的部落个牢骚的话。。。就看下去吧 =]
上个星期5，配alex,jake n sky 去逛衣服。说真的，男生的衣服好逛多了。我也比较喜欢帮男生挑衣。因为女生衣服的种类太多了。alex比较时尚哈哈jake的时尚顾问。但。。这个时尚顾问。也太贵了吧？！可是阿。。我还是不习惯和男生一起逛街。或许是不喜欢有人在外面等吧？
借来的三天直到星期天，是我的“提早”生日会。。就因这个生日会。。无法参与玖建的演出。。可惜可惜。。但生日会还算过得不错。。被砸了蛋糕！！！什么嘛。。。。拍了很多照片。。然后也听到xuan公布的“惊人”消息。。希望她能幸福=] 男生。。。几乎都醉倒完。。
0803!! LOOK HERE! I L0VE U GUYS MAN!!!! U ALL REALLI MADE IT I AM DAMM TOUCHED! *muacks* besta of classmates i ever had!
当然，那些来的我都很开心。真的。那么多人临时退缩。。你们还来。真的很开心。=D
爱死你们了！
星期一有photoshoot with kss ppl.很好玩！哦还有录音。。好难哦。。。录一句歌都好久。。。*叹*
我想我以后少说多做比较好。。免得说错话。。难怪王子以前话也那么少。。果真么错。。只能以行动来弥补。
进来Echo后，真的经验多了许多。台上，歌唱风格，表演经验，和言行举止都改善和多。从未用过的体验。我真的会很努力。必竟这5年以来，第一次有人认可我的声音，我的实力和能力。我不想辜负他们对我的期望。我也想早日达成我的梦想，征服那新加坡室内体育馆。
这两天。。很不开心。。很闷。。心。。很痛。。真的。。痛。。。
他有了新的她。。。拥抱的。。不再是我。。。温热的手。。握的。。也不是我。。那个吻。。也只专属于她了。。。你要的。。从不是我。。从你的部落各。。看得出。。你很爱她。。。
你要好好的保护她。。珍惜她。。不要伤害她。。我一个人受伤。。就好。。我的痛。。若能换得你的幸福。。那是值得的。。毕竟。痛。会随着时间而淡化的。。曾经的回忆。。我会好好的收藏着。。
只是。。没想到。。这消息。。不是你亲口告诉我。。而是从别人口中。。在生日的前几天。。所以。。才会特别痛吧。。。
你要的不是我 心碎的失去轮廓曾经给你的感动只是情绪的波动~ post at 9:33 PM ~
chap 87
-----dun feel like blogging-----
-complicated-
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chap 86
hmm tis sat ..party(early bdae)...bt i gettin afew back outs..haish....wait n0 bodi cum..i emo.T_T lolx...realli will sad de lo.haish...bt at least still gt my 6 best galfrens with me!
nxt thur...LOLLIPOP CUMIN ON MY ACTUAL B-DAE---12JUNE~! hao kai xin!!! bt...nd tix..n hw to get tix? thru 933 or i-weekly..problem..enugh time meh..haish..me n my wang zi..haish LOL..
mayb if realli cnt get tix..i shall do loitering arnd sg.=] tks fer de offer by alex to pei LOl.so coincidence sia he one dae behind me nia de b-dae. 0.0
then if i alone mayb i will sing to myself 生日快乐我对自己说。。。LOl..sound so emo
hmm capi is creating an impact nw.LOL..i shall kp it more secret btn me wenkai n yewli.
nxt wk..i am tormentin myself.trust me wen i sae tt...
wed---3 tings clash..
1. Voiced out
2.FB camp
3.Piano ensemble
4.Jap class...
i dun tink i realli can attend FB camp..bt liddat abit seem i nt beri bondin with FB....argh!!! SOS T_T
share some qutoes frm a lyrics of hw is my life nw LOl.
我认识一个女孩她天真活泼可爱
在等待有个人可以
给她一身三千宠爱不需要很有钱不需要很帅她脾气古怪有时候包容有时候你必须忍耐为什么她竟然爱上他她到底在想什么她是否
忘了帅哥不能爱是什么让她乱了方寸不知道该做什么我想说这怎么可能她舍得舍弃自己的尊严与爱好
女追男的游戏一点都不害臊=]
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