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    Sunday, August 31, 2008Y
    chap 175

    haish...another possibilites of nt seeing my dear fer 3 wks cos of some reason.woah~~~lollx
    tts quite long..wonder if i will...hehe

    I AM BORED.....

    beri bored....

    extremely bored....

    totally bored...

    闷。。。

    非常闷。。

    特别闷。。。

    超级闷。。。。

    实在闷。。。。。

    -------.---------

    packed my room twice...

    open cupboard......boring clothes..
    wan go out dun0 wad to wear.....

    duno whr to go....

    open pc wan surf net....dun0 surfin wad....

    hungry wan eat.....dun0 wad to eat...eat alone...

    fer the past 3 daes...i hab been doin lonely stuff...
    i tink sooner or ltr..i will be watchin movie....ALONE?!

    os: dear.....我疯了。。

    ~ post at 12:40 AM ~

    Saturday, August 30, 2008Y
    chap 174


    *special post*


    现在闭上眼睛。


    *幻想*


    满满都是和他未来幸福的画面。


    星空。夕阳。日出。沙滩。清风。


    两个人。


    浪漫逃亡之旅。


    阻碍。干扰---零


    只要有你。


    就是一切

    ~ post at 12:12 AM ~

    Friday, August 29, 2008Y
    chap 173

    m0ther n daugter bonding 2dae....
    haish...

    jus eat eat.then come h0me n.....
    SAW A GAL'S SHOES OUTSIDE...
    woo~
    then open my brother room n saw....hhaa
    gassin whether izzit gf.hmm so fast bring h0me
    he more on.
    my mum sae all his gals are chilli padi.hehe

    camwhoring jus nw.its been long since i last put fake lash again.hehe.
    minhui jus told me nxt wk moi photoshoot. qi dai! means i mus double hard slim :x

    tis weekend will be hen bored....haish

    wel tmr go visit tt sn baby work hehe.DUN SLACK AR.i go tan ban!

    os: waitin fer euu to come bacck

    ~ post at 9:25 PM ~

    chap 172

    bored...

    whole dae is bored...

    well....had lunch wib mom

    then go shop awhile
    bought atop i kinda lyk alot

    then go echo.ehhe tdy the lian xi fa beri hao xiao..realli cnt stop laughing.bt i feel i more stable abit.abit nia. haah dear ar dun0 me n u singin tym alot similar actions LOL...

    then go do my nails...4hrs sia! so hungry...bt c 11 le..suan le dun wan eat..nw habin abit difficulty typing...cos i do nails extension hehe..

    TMR WILL ALSO BE BORED

    ~ post at 1:00 AM ~

    Wednesday, August 27, 2008Y
    chap 171

    yea...
    exam over...
    yea..

    0k i dun feel neting.LOL...
    cos i dun feel proud of myself .. i tink i did horrible...terrible ...
    sry regina mama n dear...*let down*
    saddening...

    my ankle worsn abit tdy..cos i kp walkin arnd..climbin up & down stairs and dashin across road..promise dear i wun go out tmr. bt perhaps onli to make my card then i guai guai come h0me.hehex

    i nw feel like sleepin onli. fer the past exam wk didnt been slpin well.n0e hw to shoo my dear to go rest early bt ownself nt resting early. my poor body.
    see my diet fer 2dae n u wil n0e
    -breakfast: mcmuffin meal
    -lunch: 2 bread + nugget
    -dinner: NUTRISOY! lol(c frm raymond blog decide to try)

    tts all i hab.hehe.i n0e sum1 will nag my diet wen he comes back... :X

    i jus realise my tis yr...which is coming soon to the end of 2008...i realli hab been hen 幸福. nth much of bad tings happen.nt countin gettin my results all that.....lolx.
    bt overall...realli..it is the best yr so far!=D

    i will cherish all these=D

    ~ post at 11:53 PM ~

    Tuesday, August 26, 2008Y
    chap 170

    tmr

    last paper

    hw will i fare?

    can sae is 生死未仆

    i will try my best nt to let my regina mama n dear down ahha.since tey both "nag" me to study LOL!
    (ops :x)

    i onli qi dai to sing again, i mean doing all my singin practices.hahx.

    sumtym i realli ask myself y i didnt try out fer chinese studies or go napfa or apply fer dpa..haish

    mayb life would be easier than....bt agin..if i did..i might nt n0e debunch of great frens nw! hahax

    ~ post at 11:01 PM ~

    Monday, August 25, 2008Y
    chap 169


    depressing...
    tis whole week hadnt been gng well..
    i tink i will nd to retake my modules...
    worse...retain..i duno...i seem beri no confidence..
    didnt sleep fer exam...i was like stayin up the whole nite..
    i can sense tt my bodi is nt takin it well...the cells inside are protesting..demandin fer leave.
    beri scared...dun wan to be look down bt yet....so 不争气..
    T_T




    my ankle is still beri pain afta the sprain...walkin is still 0k..bt wen i try to rotate it or move arnd the stairs....i will go ouch ouch ouch..lollx like ne tym the b0ne will detach...gas i will miss my 2nd reaggae class..


    os: i jus wish tis nightmare will be over...too scared to let u noe.


    ~ post at 9:42 PM ~

    Sunday, August 24, 2008Y
    chap 168

    ytd had my 1st performance @ globalcafe.well... to me la..nt beri good.abit disappointed in myself.T_T
    o tks SN gals fer coming down hehe.<3
    my da dang was ruth. haish.hafway tru the singin my throat suddenly like rust away.like smth stuck there.tried berihard to clear it. bt it jus wun move.
    (tink i ate too much sour sweet)

    rainning n rainin n rain fer the past few dae.
    "rain rain go away come again an0ther dae"
    haish...
    “天空怎么下起雨了明明知道我今天有个约会。"
    bcos of the rain..sum plans with dear cancelled n cancelled n CANCELLED!

    nw lazing @ my bed.lookin out @ the rain.tmr's BPI.betta hurry study.ltr gng fer class.haha.

    os:am i still near my dreams ..or hab i stopped..

    ~ post at 2:03 PM ~

    Saturday, August 23, 2008Y
    chap 168

    copied frm Dear the bloggy hhe

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    What Fiona Leong Shu Fang Means



    You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

    You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

    Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.



    You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

    You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

    You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



    You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

    You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

    At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.



    You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

    You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

    You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



    You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

    You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

    You have the classic "Type A" personality.



    You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

    You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

    Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



    You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

    You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

    At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.











    You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

    You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

    Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.



    You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

    You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

    You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



    You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

    Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

    Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



    You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

    And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

    You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

    What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

    ~ post at 2:33 AM ~

    chap 167

    SUPER unlucky dae..

    NVR been that unlucky...

    4 misfortune fall on me....

    haish...!





    bt...因祸得福!


    私わとても幸せです!


    あなたが大好きです<3


    あなたがいなくて寂しいです=[



    ~ post at 1:27 AM ~

    Thursday, August 21, 2008Y
    chap 164


    i am feeling empty again..


    scared again..


    just the last 2 wks...i dreamt i lost the 2 most important person in my life..

    n its nt once...its twice...

    seems so real..


    os: hug me..>.

    ~ post at 6:20 PM ~

    Wednesday, August 20, 2008Y
    chap 164







    突然。。好像出国。。



    不是去玩。。而是想散散心。。






    远离城市得繁闹。到乡村,靠海靠近大自然的地方放松心情。享受世外桃源。



    现在。。真的很想。。一个人也好,两个人也好。我只想离开一下下。






    厌倦了平淡的生活。。想到世界其他角落走走。



    这里的空气越来越沉闷。。。有时沉重倒让我很累很累。快把我窒息了。。






    想要大声的宣泄情绪。。但在要喊的同时。。无法发出声音。。



    仿佛有人突然按了遥控器的静声。






    在这里呆久了。。。私下的生活也变得有些乏味。。。



    心情时而不时随着天气的变换而更换。






    雨:让我变得格外安静。。心情--零。很想哭。。



    阳:让我心情很闷。只想窝在床被里。。一直到夜晚。



    晴:让我变得比较开朗些。远看的视野显得较美。空气也“瘦”了










    ~ post at 10:40 PM ~

    Monday, August 18, 2008Y
    chap 162




































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    ~ post at 6:46 PM ~

    chap 162








    had 2 performance ytd both equally great!
    performed @ jurong point again 1st. i mus say that leeweisong's students are good too.realli.
    sang 隐形的翅膀 and 爱的主旋律with jake. i didnt laugh out wen habin de eyecontact tingy! haha good fer me=D hmm caleb n de guys sae i have been startin to sound airy..omgish..i nd to change back. retain abit of 实音.

    o ya tks yaoye for coming down=D nxt tym call colin out too fer a treat. he owns me treat too.
    then we went over to global fer lunch. nth to eat ahah1 bt the table was full of fries. me joey was laming around with the ballon and the softtoy..haha. like kids. well sky also joined in afta that.
    rehearse rehearse n rehearse fer the student gathering.
    regina raymond joyce etc were lamin upstairs too. practicing their duet.haha.=D
    camwhoring during the student gathering.jake n sky like so fierce over the $100 which in the end was danicks bt hey he deserves it! realli
    didnt n0e there was an0ther star programm student--crystal..abit ghotic kinda gal aha.(ghotic's nyce) bt she sing n then she left....0.0
    sky ar...distracted by jake haah!so hus the one tt left out the lyrics ehe. jkjk. enjoyed alot !!!!
    dear dun sad u nt there.=D i will fill u in all the details!


    ps: rainy daes makes me emo... & caleb sumhw danick didnt took pictures of eu haha..sry. n tks danick fer helpin me take pics!

    ~ post at 6:06 PM ~

    Sunday, August 17, 2008Y

    the 3 flowers of echo LOL!
    永不放弃向前走。。。。

    me singn

    then deres max...
    our esther

    the stage

    sum pics fer de 1st charity performance ...hehe








    ~ post at 11:55 PM ~

    chap 160

    tdy perform fer charity @ jurong point.liked my performance.=D
    i mean tis is de most relaxed performance i had--enjoyable. though abit wang ci hehe :x psps..
    met esther 1st fer breakfast .l0ng journey theere....one end of singapore to an0ther...luckily gt ppl to chat with..=]

    neo n max were late...bt luckily performance was delayed..lucky lucky.=D the meng was furnie. tmr will be gng down again to perform.bt tmr bi jiao scared...nt tt confident fer 2molo.trust me wen i sae tt..

    Student gatherin tmr! sky we will do it! haha fer de sake of enjoyment la. i was kiddin about winnin=D enjoy 1st. most impt!

    had fun talkin to max on the way to meetin dear. he is beri music funi also.interesting person.!=D

    alot rehearsals tdy.haha basically echo is crowded tdy.realli! lolx.went there with dear @ 4+pm and started all the rehearsals....Zzz. stayed until 8 see hw long ? lol.

    so tired...last nite went to bed @ 3am.scared late meetin esther..dare nt slp.oni @ 6 then i nap abit.eyes closin nw....

    my revision nt complete yet...i wish i can finish hurri..i dun wan to retake..realli...>.<

    ~ post at 1:25 AM ~

    Thursday, August 14, 2008Y
    chap 160

    my eye collagen patch hehe
    Ahhh~ relaxing

    the patch thingy so big ehhe


    my sunglasses
    me @ robinson camwhore ahaha


    tdy


    camwhoring


    haha

    dinning

    @ sushitae

    with daddi n mummi


    haha



    study



    cmaths


    eww...Zzzz


    -End-
    (os: edward n daryl are so dead fer being a broadcaster)


    ~ post at 10:02 PM ~

    chap 159








    ytd grp outing...
    and de guys super wad la...
    peiqin..i miss u badly.
    we had seoul garden fer lunch then we played arnd with the food n de loser has to eat tt puking food...which so happen to be me..toto also nt so zun...
    i dun eben wan to recall the taste la makes me wan puke nia.
    mouth full of tt smell..eeek! so gooey.
    u guys will get payback muahahaha!!!!!!!

    afta tt wen on a big shoppin spree.trust me on de word BIG.hadnt gone shoppin fer quite sumtym.so cant resists temptation.i was full of bags wen i gt h0me haha.

    back home...big tidy up..frm bks to clothes..to make up stuffs n to all my 保养平。total time spent--5hrs.and dig out mani unecpected stuff.surprised tt i still kp my pri sch diary.hehe. was beri tired wen i am done..dropped dead.- -

    had a great tym chattin with joey too @ nite. Gal rmb our pact hehe . i find tt we totally click well n our tinking are sumhw quite similar though we dun express it. we sure n0e a way of hiding our feelings.=D
    work on gal=D

    ps: i will bcum cleanier n tidier fer ur sake ahha=D

    ~ post at 9:47 PM ~

    Tuesday, August 12, 2008Y
    chap 158

    the fairytale of xiaomei goes on ...lol! sound so lame

    nvr put two geminis to study tgt. tey can nvr tahan long.LOl. as they are being known fer having only 三分钟热度。
    tts wad happen to me n teoxiang tdy ...LOL..
    bt he ko earlier than me! mwahaha!

    went back h0me n was stretchin all over. until bleed...so itchy la.hha bt dear also itchy also.werid telepathy.-.^ weird couple.....
    betta hurri ko the b00ks if nt i would die of miserable death.
    u will c my grave---fiona. died in 2008.reason: 读死了
    then dunwan to retake module.
    (os: if studying realli helps. then y are there so mani failures in the world)

    i onli qi dai afta exam then i can concentrate on all my singing.
    hmm i will work hard to fufil my dreams of becoming a singer b4 19? ok...nw i find it abit hard though...LOl.




    feel so relax @ home though i feel like gng out also.i duno y...is tis hw all 宅女 acts? stayin home...read read books.surf the net.watch tv. i suspect so sia. nt gng to sch sumhw seems so....happi? to me. nt tt i dun like sch...bt i dun realli act as myself in sch.i feel like a total diff person. if the SN gals were there with me..they would n0e hw diff i acted.
    sumtym i also hw the real me is... with so mani spilt personalities of me. 0.0
    emo gal..happi go lucky gal..quiet gal...
    LOL i tink onli 5ppl have seen all my spilt personalities. the SN gals included.

    ~ post at 7:18 PM ~

    Monday, August 11, 2008Y
    chap 157

    Just rmb tt i 4get to post about my last performance @ white tangerine cafe.

    well an0ther sudden last min change.

    had to sang a totall of 5 songs as neo was sick.


    • 隐形的翅膀

    • 小手拉大手

    • 我不需要tiffany

    • 对不起我爱你

    • 依然是朋友(tks caleb fer the info=]])

    my 1st tym partnering with meijun.realli damm cute! her words beri ke ai.haha. her boyfren was beri supportive of her performance too.要幸福哦女人!

    overall i kinda like my performance...at least betta than e other time. de starting abit nervous.. :x i was realli happi wen everybodi was like swaying along to my 小手拉大手。afew peeps also stopped down to hear the songs.=D *开心开心*

    minhui said tt my performance nt bad, at least manage to get sum attention. she said i shld hab gone up to them n tks them fer stopping to hear and tell them wen is my performnace.so funi...LOL..scarly tey is see meijun nt me haish...saddeningLOL!!!

    well...tts my last @ wtc



    ~ post at 7:54 PM ~

    chap 156

    lol..afta a happi post hear comes a flash back post(emo emo)


    L00kin back @ de past 17yrs,i realise i had nt much of a memories...60% of wHich are painful and grey...


    cHildh00d times..

    afta my brother was born..i dun get much of the attention.focus---Him.

    if u wan to n0e..i nvr heard my parents sayin tey l0ve me b4 ..neither did i sae to them.

    i hab nvr hug my parents b4.

    me n my mum can nvr speak more than 10 sentences.

    weneva she is down on mood, i will be her出气筒..

    a slight mistake tt i make, a pain will be inflicted on me. be it a tight slap, canes, pinch..worse come to worse strangle.

    to sae ncye sumtym she would jus "sc0ld" bt to me those are words abuse.

    would ur mum scold u vulgarites fer no definate reason? and tell u each tym that she would rather abort u then have u nw. esp wen u are onli like pri sch?!

    心理上,我真的伤得很深...hence i depended alot on my frens..until....


    in pri sch, u betta pray u r jus a small figure.an unknown person.. i was hated by guys.rmbed once de wh0le 4 classes guys surrounded me,leavin me helpless n hopeless...devasted.the two gals tt i trusted most betrayed me.slash @ de back..

    tts wen i jus realise..i had nobodi to depend on.nt my family..nt my frens..became beri kept to myself.


    Teenage times...

    being in sec sch, its a totally new environment. i wanted a low profile.bt...sec1 my popularity kinda shoot abit in class.. mayb cos i had smth on with de top few guy in class. sum gals started hangin arnd me.bt i couldnt differentiate g00d n bad. and wen everythin ended, de gals tt i tot are my frens, were gone.except peiyan hu didnt left me.=]]got to n0e another grp of gals(current SN gals hee)which hab been with me till nw i am thankful n grateful fer tt.

    afta peacing down....HE suddenly step into my life..the HE...whom made my sec life gray...n pain...i was stupid to have gave in all...

    bt fer de 1st love, i tink all gals would also be beri 投入.i was beri scared to leave Him @ tt point of tym,so i acted liek de 24hr galfren. waited fer Him afta sch...afta his cca..did mani stuff fer Him...ignored all de negative advices tt eberibodi gave to me. @ tt point i tot tey were jus tryin to break de relationship..

    n moreeva,theses advices were given by his frens.

    -dun trust him too much

    -leave him nw before u get hurt

    -he is nt wadd u seemm to tink he is.

    bt...i was ignorant...n foolish..

    n..indeed i was hurt badly..

    we broke up..he found an0ther gal..

    bt de blame was all on me...

    sayin tt de one hu ruined the perfect plan of relationhip was me...

    His frens consouled me..sayin it wasnt my fault and tt....de one hu ruined it..was him

    with him havin an0ther gal 2 mths b4 we br0ke up..


    followin tt many devasting tings happen...2005 wasnt a beri g00d yr fer me...

    de Css competition failure was a big HIT on me...esp at music forest...afta my failure @ css..i recieved an0ther HIT frm la0shi..he told me sumthin tt i wld rmb 4eva.as a lesson fer me to push further.he said:"当初不知道为什么会让你进来。音准差得要命。又没进步。你干脆不要来了..i was onli 14...with such a huge comment...it was like a gun shot directly thru my brain..my heart being dug out....

    a great setback...i stopped singin fer a mth..and eben i came back..i became less confident..

    my parents did no consouling..bt mre to在伤口上撒盐...tey kept repeating..as if iwasnt pain enugh..

    wen i wanted to work...my dad said the saddest ting i could eba hear...he said he would pay me to accompany my mum...

    i totally couldnt accept..cried fer 3 daes..its sound like i am so unfilial..de materialistic daughter.my l0ve to them had to be bought wen i cared fer them mor than my brother...

    my studies grade dropped....a setback in my relationship...my dreams..n de strain relationship btn my parents n me...made me fell into depression...

    i started resort into slitting my own risks.be it using penknife or sissors. with each tym more than 5 cuts...de pain inficted was nth compared to what de heart is facing...

    tt was de beginnin...i start forcinn myself into forcing myself vomitin out my food.slight anneroxie....i bcame less positive..bt had to act..gng to sch was a torment fer me...i had to put on a smile fer de wh0le dae..so i wun let dde gals worry me..bt having to see him...h0ldin an0ther gals hand..in de same sch..same enviroment...n havin to endure all de talks about them....i jus had to hid my tears...

    hence...wen ppl talk back the wonderfull times of their sch sch..hw tey longed to go back..my ans is would be...silence.....it was too grey..fer me to recall ne...

    sch times was bad enugh...and outside...i face de most scariest ting in my life.........

    my fears...>.<


    poly life was much betta..seriously..eben though i kp complainin it being dull..it was 100 times betta..i l0ve the class i am in nw.(though i dun like sum modules of de course hehe)

    i l0ve spending the times with my SN gals whom had been with me thru my darkests times.(though tey nvr ask much bt i n0e tey are concern)

    i l0ve my echo peeps hehe where we talk about music non stop n joke arnd=]

    most impt..i hab my dear with me nw.tts de happiest part in my life.this is wen i realli feel..i exsisted.

    ~ post at 2:44 AM ~

    chap 155

    echo place is gettin busier busier n BUSIER!
    bt..
    我乐在其中呢=]
    enjoying ebri momnt of it!
    i gas i am startin to be addicted to performing=D
    tks minhui fer all de chances she has been givin me=D
    making me improve betta n move closer to my dreamz
    if one dae i eva succeed, she wll e de 1st person i will thank=D hehe
    ( i mean it!)


    s.t.a.r gettin more n more ppl.ONE BIG FAMILY hehe
    tdy get to hear raymond,joyce and regina sing=]
    nyce performance guys no nd so nervous jus let ur heart out haha(pot calling kettle black)
    nyce peeps they are=D
    and regina also NYP! lol echo is full of NYP kids of IT also hehe.
    i will spot u in sch de regina hehe=D


    well as fer me, i am given de opportunity to perform @ an0ther place---global cafe tgt with jake starting nxt coming sat on de 23rd (tks denis for e chance=])i will perform my best.
    and tis 2 weekends, will be performing @ jurong point fer charity.
    • 隐形的翅膀-angela(Tis song sumhw bcome my hit song)
    • 理想情人-rainie
    • 一个像夏天一个像秋天-fanfan

    hope i am in tip-top condition

    then on 17th sun, performin wib sky @ student gathering! lets enjoy haha=D

    1st tym dueting with sky bt i tink we will work it out =D

    other dueters will be....

    • Caleb n Zhang yan
    • Neo n Esther
    • Taiwei n Meijun
    • Max n Joyce
    • Raymond n Regina
    • Joey n Jake

    so excited! heehee.too bad dear cnt come>.<

    yup tts my echo updates! hope it gets betta n betta N BETTA!

    love ya peeps<3


    ~ post at 2:26 AM ~

    Sunday, August 10, 2008Y
    chap 154

    spent da past 2 daes with my sweetest dear haha=]
    tdy initially planned to go clark quey(nite scenery dere realli beri ncye) to watch NDP fireworks..
    howeva 天空不做媒。。
    went vivo instead...and saw de most disgusting eva!
    omg!
    singaporean...UNCLE N AUNTIE! piang la..
    PUBLIC PLACE WITH KIDS RUNNIN ARND..
    and dere tey are ..doin their own statisfaction stuff...omg...puke puke puke!
    totally disgusted and @ tt moment of tym it realli spoiled my m00d esp wen u are near them nia...
    have some decency can...wan do go toiLet la or cheap cheap hotel 81.. - -
    LOL! i sound so exaggerated bt if u wrere dere u will feel de same..
    i mean helo dere are kids runnin arnd?
    n tis is public?
    not like shootin pornography rite...

    eeeeek!
    恶心!

    ~ post at 1:54 AM ~

    Saturday, August 09, 2008Y
    chap 153






    now...i udn hw she felt...n..i dun regret my actions....

    自爱矜持的定义是什么

    ~ post at 12:31 PM ~

    Friday, August 08, 2008Y
    chap 146














    today initially we were supposed to have chompchomp...but...haish...due to the heavy rain we had to change place...T_T
    Steamboat...
    LOL the gals sure ate alot.! we kp taking n taking n taking. haha.
    but i tink the tomyam gt problem...eat le..tummy weird weird de...
    i still prefer parkway de steamboat....haish
    find one dae mus go eat again.hehe i miss the steamboat there. SN GALS! haha GET WAD I MEAN.hehe
    afta de meals with da gals, head out to get neo's gift hope he liked it=D
    gt lost gng dungeon...apologise to zhang yan n meijun :x xiaohaizi duno hw to lead...lollx..
    anw happi b-dae to neo again=D


    ~ post at 9:36 PM ~

    Tuesday, August 05, 2008Y
    chap 150




    first of all...


    to my grp members I AM SO DAMM PROUD OF U GUYS TDY! u guys did great! realli and seriously saying u guys are de best best grp members i ever had! (apologise fer me being bossy at de start and thanks lots fer de effort in trying to get me awake,spamming calls so i wun be late fer presentations..) LOVE YA GUYS FER TT! no matter what the results are, we are de best in my heart.
    had my hair redye of de same color tdy haha.so it l00ks.."copper blond"again? haha lame - -
    so pissed with sum1...i am blind to have seen u ..u are jus a jerk, a dirt in my life.

    ~ post at 11:14 PM ~

    Saturday, August 02, 2008Y
    chap 130

    tdy screw up de presentation.TOTAL SCREW UP!
    expecting a C and feel beri guilty 2wards my grp esp wenkai :x

    Bt afta tt had a class BBQ. as usual i am de late one cos i gt final street jazz dance.omg hw can i miss it!
    hmm taking reaggae tuesdae class 8pm back @ music forest. can c 小珂老师 again. =D
    beri qi dai of my new dance genre!

    the bbq was 0kies haa. we all went h0me late n i onli reach h0me @ 1am.OMG!!!

    bt surprisingly i am not tired.quite high.
    0k NVR meet fiona to discuss sentimental stuff afta her dance class.
    she is on HIGH m0de!
    =D

    ~ post at 2:04 AM ~

    Friday, August 01, 2008Y
    chap 129-specially fer yingqi

    TO our SN baby...

    生日快乐哦!
    cnt childish le (n dun sae u learn frm me de):p

    wish u ...

    快点有男朋友!

    越来越美!

    SMILE MORE!!!

    and...

    continue with ur makeover!

    爱死你哦!

    ~ post at 6:28 PM ~

    chap 127

    tdy is de funniet dae of project.
    eberi bodi is chiong-ing. bt.....
    we chiong at BLK E!

    well library was close la.so bo bian we shifted.and is like de wh0le class man.h0w cool!!!! hehe
    then we go blkE .each grp chop one corner.LOL.then we so noisy lo. All beri serious pia.

    to my teammates:
    if i presurize u guys,sry didnt mean to ..jus beri worri about de project=] bt i gald we finish.and i hope we will go a good job tmr n earn g00d grades tgt tmr=D!

    to other teams:
    all the best fer u guys too! present well n off to BBQ we are.

    Finally....HAPPI B-DAE TO JOEL! tks fer eberitin u have help us fer de IT1564 project. u go guy=D

    ~ post at 1:52 AM ~