Wednesday, July 30, 2008Y
chap 126
i am damm stress...
damm pissed...
damm feel like crying..T_T
seriously....
hello..dun sound like u do alot of work can.
有什么事不能摊牌说出来吗
干吗要鬼鬼祟祟，是心虚不敢面对吗？
可以别老想着浑水摸鱼，老师不是瞎的。
拖泥带水而已好吗？
既然都努力了这么久，为什么就不能好好的完成它。
把东西想一摊散沙子一样搁在一旁。
我现在只想宣泄我的心情，请不要挑战我的耐心
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chap 125
instead of studyin jus nw went to watch 黑糖群侠傳...i can onli sae...
王子又再度电死我了！！
lollx
天啊！还我小鹿乱撞呢。呵呵。
l0ved de character he plae inside de sh0w.!
丫头在戏中就扮演那可爱的女朋友，偶尔对男友发点小脾气。撒娇一下。王子侧扮演那人手丫头小脾气的男友。用无辜电死人的眼神凝视着女友，然后默默丫头的头。像是在安抚任性的小猫。
尤其是当丫头因为看到王子和别的女生在一起聊天，而吃醋时，王子说了一句话，让我的心也融化了。
“天底下我只在乎你的看法，只要你了解我就够了。”omg so sweet!!!! ah!! *melted*
hehe..i tink if HE sees tis post..he be gng *haiz* 2wards his gf hehe..
ps:不好意思嘛。。。王子也是我老公哈哈。 :x
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chap 124
hmm ytd wore ghotic out.haha ..kinda brought surprise to alot of ppl. well sumtym a change of clothes is nt bad=] at least life wont be tt bored.
had de most sudden last min performance of “对不起我爱你”lolx..hmm i rate my performance....6/10? i duno...mayb it might be worse..bt min hui sae my pitchin improve which is smth i am beri beri happi to hear. and de others sae de stage de song came out well. so..i gas..yup haha.
heard meijun n joey's voice fer de 1st tym.meijun is damm cute with her speaking haha.she is always so 可爱. joey beri nervous .lolx 1st performance i gas.=] 期待 her nxt performance!
jake kp suan my zhang yan la! so bad!!! call her mummi on stage LOL~母爱.
well ytd was realli fun haha.kp laughing=D
bt it wld be happier ...if u were there too... :x
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chap 123
SN outing again =D
always l00kin 4ward to it and i'm de planner hehe
vivo city de place bt tis tym western food @ "white dog cafe".Food quite moderate pricing though fer some may sae its pricy bt still quite nyce overall.tink i will give it a 8/10? considering de nyce view outside.
Went shopping arnd. haha as usual .hmm spent $60+ on clothes..one black tube tt has a ribbon behind it.sexy bt sweet LOL!!!
an0ther is a conservative front.bt a ..woohoo back LOL.jkjk
yingqi gt de same as me haha .yea twin clothes.
went to the roof top .sat down chat chat.blow breeze .beri relaxing.LOVE de outings with them.as in i feel more comfortable ,more to myself=]
thx gals fer ur concerns too=] i will be fine
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chap 114
爱不需多说
时间最能证明
我的等待只为你一个人
dear一起努力吧=]
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008Y
chap 113
the whole dae tot of my plans haha.
- Diet plan
- Schedule plan
- September plan
realli realli mus hit 45kg b4 september!!!为我打气吧！
Schedule plan...hmm...well..having l00ked @ my schedule, my timing realli seems to have "relax" abit. Not as packed as lyk in the past. and i tink wen he is inside...it will be eben more relax..i will go back into being my 宅女. =D
well of cos i will do smth instead of slacking. SMTH beri good would be practicing my singing.=]not much changes since my sickness recover....T_T难过...
well as fer my september planz...hmmm
- regain my position as a relief teacher(spaming all de schs!)
- practicing my singin everydae!
- take up 2 dance class
- revision on my jap class
- LOTSA SLP TIME
- considering doing a hair extension
- redye my hair
- nails extension
- pamper myself with clothes ! haha
- and lastly spending all my saturdaes with him =D
- of cos nt forgettin my dear SN GALS!
好充实的人生呀！
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chap 122
分开
是为了有更多的想念
离开
是别于无奈的理由
等待
是为了守护一段正刚开始发芽的恋情
现实的阻碍，无法改变。。。
只能面对。。一起，面对。。
时间会过得很快吧。。。
刚种下的果子，会在种植人的离开，继续发芽，卓壮成长吧。。。
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chap 121
sundae performance was a total sucky fer me...i couldnt hear myself blendin in with de piano. i feel outa de music..and de duet was...haish...ruined
so angry with myself..y do i hab to be sick. n y my voice has to go all so sucky afta i recover..it jus doesnt seem right. realli. y do i nt work harder on de practice. hate it...seems as though i have taken a step behind mydreams..T_T
felt so terrible afta singin..jus sat down dere.-mute..rubbin de fingers tryin hard to hold back de tears...tks twin fer ur "comfort" lolx.
jus hope.... :x
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chap 120
note to sky: take caries guy! recover soon n all de best to ur wed audi =]
change of duet cos sky fell sick and tis meaning change of "partner"----> Max(new starprogramer) =D
bt de new duet[恋爱频率]...i have nt much confidence...seriously...gt de 合声part..tt i.. lol jus have to jiayou.
Rehearse with caleb fer my songs.
[我很想爱他] & [我不需要tiffany]tis two songs sound abit pitchy...as usual..bt i will try to work on de details.
dhe [对不起我爱你]sum1 said i sound abit over feel. LOL..cnt blame..
tis aftern00n while hearin de song and watchin de mv..i couldnt sang on in de middle n breakdown cry.LOL..sound lame bt serious..de lyrics..de mv...so strong impact..
“就算相爱的人无论如何暂时要离开，别问未来怎么办我只需要等待。”
Hope de performance with max tmr will go well(de talking part) haha =]
smth happi: went echo n gt de compliment of me slimdown LOL! shall persit on! a fewkgs more n mayb can be about cyndi wang arnd there LKOL!tink too much :p
twin.,,if i neh appear tmr i realli realli sry... realli wil make it up to u de.
*5more daes.....*
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chap 119
为什么人要长大。。
可以只长大但不变吗。。
我说的是样貌。
was browsing friendster jus nw.l00kin at moi old pics..and...
OMG LA CHANGE SO MUCH...
my chubby face...my smooth skin....my black hair...my thick frinch.....de flawless eyes...so innocent...
ALL GONE!!!! T_T
so sad.....
i wan my l00k back
seriously!!!! LOL!
haish...
时间慢慢的流失。。。。青春。。也慢慢的消失。。
compare ba lolx
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chap 118
so tiredd...beri sleepy...almost realli doze off in jap class tdy :x...
have nt been habin enugh slp fer de past 4 daes? all less than 4 hrs ...plus i nt realli fully recover...
and de funni ting is my mum threw my new medicine bt still kept my old medicine. so shld i kp eating? LOL!
if u r talkin to me and i am in a daze.dun get fedd up 1st.i am listening bt jus resting my eyes.lollx.
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chap 117
haish...heard my recording performance at wtc.... pitching like luan bao....then abit piao piao de...i realli nd to work harder.bt one thing i didnt noe is..do i sound so crystal like?LOL! okk...i am SERIOUS on de working hard in singin part..especially wen i jus recovered on my voice.
this sun my performance again.doing 3 songs(one which i recently love alot) and 1 duet with sky.quite cute e duet=]
- 我不需要tiffany----fiona
- 我很想爱他----twins
- 对不起我爱你---joi chua(quite hard)
- 心愿便利贴--- Duet
hope my voice fully recover by then=D
this week super tired!!!
- sick
- 2ica
- 2projects
- dance
- jap class
- outing
快要累垮了。。。。tmr maths test. i can pray fer god le. lolx.....
nw i jus wan to.....Zzz
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＊ 愛 的 定 義 ＊
⊙ 愛是不必說抱歉的。
⊙ 當愛情出現選擇時，受傷的人便不止一估郎。
⊙ 愛情４世上唯一可以自私的事，無法與人共享。⊙ 初戀，通常撲可能４美好ㄉ，因為都還不懂得珍惜彼此。
⊙ 愛＆被愛都是幸福的，愛人的要無怨無悔，被愛的要心存感激。
⊙ 愛＆恨是一體兩面的，你恨一個人有多深，就代表你曾愛她有多重。⊙ 如果彼此都真心相愛。那就一定經ㄉ起愛情ㄉ考驗。
⊙ 在心中深深的愛著一個人，是人一生中的浪漫之最。
⊙ 選擇適合你的愛情，因為最好的未必最適合你。
⊙ 愛要表現出來，對方才會知道。⊙ 愛要自己去把握，失去的機會永不再回來。
⊙ 愛情的神祕與浪漫，就在於它只能意會不能言傳。
⊙ 有人因為錯誤而結合，因了解而分開，雖然終究了解了愛情， 但代價未免也太大了。
⊙ 戀愛是「談」出來的，情侶交往的過程要多了解彼此。
⊙ 過多的愛也是一種負擔。
⊙ 如果不得不分手，也要好聚好散，畢竟對方曾經是妳的最愛， 也曾深深地，深深的愛過你。
⊙ 讓心愛的人過的快樂，是當初的最終目的。
⊙ 真愛不只是牽牽小手，肩並著肩而已，還要心連著心。⊙ 在愛情的列車上，永遠沒有候補的乘客。
⊙ 戀愛使人年輕，失戀使人更加成熟。
⊙ 世上沒有無盡的幸福，也沒有永遠的悲哀。
⊙ 戀人的選擇沒有好壞之分，只有適不適合而已
⊙ 愛一個人多麼不容易，所以不要輕易去恨。
⊙ 愛是沒有條件的，有條件的愛不過是一場「遊戲」罷了。
⊙ 男女之間的甜言蜜語，只能相信三分之一。
⊙ 愛情只是男人生命的插曲，卻是女人生命的全部。
⊙ 不要總是等到別人付出，你才回應，不要等到悲劇降臨，才後悔莫及。
⊙ 當你愛上一個人時，考慮清楚你是真的愛她嗎？ 每個熱戀當中的女孩要的都是真愛，而不是虛假的愛情。
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chap 117
恋空的故事
mika和hiro的恋情
故事里的结局。。是悲伤凄美的。。。
希望。。我们的恋情。。能有他们的一样深。。
但结局。。会是幸福的。
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chap 117
好久以前听的一首歌。。
现在成了最能表达我现在内心的歌。。
[王心灵--幸福背后]
那么暖你的温度
安静的依偎着那短暂幸福
爱就算满足却是个未知数
如果有天长地久有多遥远
让我看见
越是幸福越害怕怕它会结束
越拥抱却越是孤独
没人了解的寂寞
我自己照顾
不想让你发现我凌乱的脚步
我努力跟上你的速度
不再独自感受那幸福背后藏的辛苦
那么宽你的天空
不该让我的灰色坏了全部
爱让人喜悦
就算会有变数
只要能拥有一秒
有多辛苦我愿付出
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chap 116
omg la...bang into two pian tai uncle when eatin at de kopitiam near damai. yilin was like laughing can.....mayb it was my dressin bt mayb not. it was freaky hot n i was sweating like hell . so i remove my cardigen. k..bt wads wrong with jus wearing tube n skirt.hello...is damm common in orchard road?haha..
then wen me n yilin eatin haf way, de guy tt i bought my food frm came over with a paper,sae a guy ask him to pass to me.ask me call back. min ltr...he came back with a 2nd paper by an0ther guy n ask me to call back also..wth....both guy are stall vendors workin threre..i turn n l00k.all uncle la.omg...PERVERT! seriously lo....ew so gay
neh gng to eat there again.
shoes spoiled...my 2nd last pair of high heels T_T so gt a new one. hehe:D about 2.5 inches i tink.
well at least it gives my leg betta shape n makes me TALLER LOL beri impt u n0e. lolx
High heels-- my life
target---6 inch
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008Y
chap 115
omg apparently my cough did not got betta. bt got worse...
nw cant eben talk..T_T i miss my voice...2dae depress until duno doing what also. like a walking dead. words all less than 10.
daze mood.
1. duno what i doing during cmaths tdy
2. Walking dead without soul
3. Spilled chili padi on myself
4. spilled my medicine.
haish...total conclude--pathetic
skipping piano n jap..gng home to rest awhile then study IT for business...
agony of pain..
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chap 115
back frm doctor..
wait super long..2hrs..Zzzz
Recieve alot "present" from doctor....lolx
no. of medicine i hab to take eberi dae.... sian!
my bmi---22
lol doc sae below 50 ok bt nt under 45...wait underweight.
warn about my gastric problem...gave me 2 types of medicine fer gastric. ask me go back to normal meal....
bt...
wads my normal meal ar? LOL!
now betta le..can talk.bt dun strain... cnt sing though...
feel so drowsy afta medicine..bt sitll mus do work
gt 3 daes mc.
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chap 114
depress...
depress...
depress...
my voice..is.....
GONE!
好想哭。。。不能唱歌。。。。无奈的痛。。
cos sick then missed the 1st lecture...T_T
ltr nd to go see doctor.....
好难受。。。feel so weak....like anytime can faint n die.LOL!
prepare my coffin in advance plz.
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chap 114
T_T blisters...are painfulT_T
好痛。。。
and i am onli left with one slippers to wear to go out.lol nd to get shoes le...
本来is do gary lim de project.bt we duno how to do de database thingy...spent 1 hr plus tryin to figure it out and end up give up call it a day.LOL..
then whole dae jiu with dear lo.lolx.
n o ya to neo apple n eunice :sry didnt join u guys tdy..voice realli...talkin also hard fer me.haha.PROMISE wen i recover u ask me sing 5hrs also 奉陪到底
throat beri pain..argh...cnt sing...nd to see doctor tmr...haish
~ post at 10:34 PM ~
chap 113
tis post is specially fer sky for fergetting his name in de previous post
-- sky ! great job . u de best talker haha. ne word also can sae.LOL. good stage pressence.n u sang my idol de song haha.! hen hao hen hao =] 加油！
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chap 112
counted de total no. of plasters on me.= 6. lol! lets see will it go more.
sang at wtc tdy. 1st tym! 1st tym! gt much of a postive response. as in it wasnt realli de best, bt all 4 songs sounded ok expt tt i 4get my words fer my fast song.
my bro went echo tdy,n had to wait 2 hrs fer me LOL! beri guai.haha
voice i tink sang too much at echo,went abit rusty at wtc.bt lucky pulled it off.1st tym hear renyi sing n most prob gng to be last...SHE GNG OVERSEA 4YRS...T_T we will miss u gal!come back during ur summer break.=D
me also 1st tym hear taiwei sing n seriously...he sounded like derick frm project superstar.! de pronunciation of words especially.林志炫de face + derrick de voice= taiwei hw cool right?
zhang yan neo caleb also nt bad. i enjoyed de performance 2nite.=]
oooo n tks lots fer yilin n qi come down! haha. yilin hope ur mum dun scold u too harsh. i touched leh hah.always gt wad performance u 2 confirm down. =]
os: 你的坦诚，是我听过最动人的话。
~ post at 11:40 PM ~
chap 111
爱美不要命
wear a 3-inch heels which is damm tight at de front...and nw gt like 3 plasters on each feetT_T...all de blister burst...had cab home or else walkin home will take me ages n i will be pain to death by then. lollx
not tt i want to wear also haha(though can make legs l00k slimer) bt yingqi made a comment tdy..."u n him like adult bring lil kid go out" making my height again....once again..I AM PROUD TO BE 158! lolx!
o n neo hope ur fren liked tt dress=] and u r very welcome=] haha.
tdy's celeb xuan de b-dae(belated) we took lotsa pic haha.! n today reall...
NO GUYS OUTING ! yea haha.SN gathering again. =D好开心!
we went sushi tei eat 1st then we went to catch
damm......rated haah!bt its nyce=] l0ve de last scene.hehe~ post at 11:36 PM ~
chap 110
firstly.....
HAPPI B-DAE TO MY DEAR DEAR XIAO XUAN XUAN ! hehe
2more hrs jiu yao over le.
i shal give u my 3 wishes here.
- STOP PON LEC! get a gpa 3.5 n above! =]
- MUS nt forget SN.hehe SN4EVA!
- stay SWEET with gr. bt nt tt sweet...wait diabetes..LOL.
how qi dai tmr.! dun late ar..sumhw i can imagine..u 3 gals all late ..lolx
2dae keep falling off staircase..suffer a boo-boo...T_T...*pain*
i tink i am de onli person hu wear flats still can trip n fall de...
realli pajiao haha.
lecture jus get more bored n bored.dance jus get more hyper
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chap 109
pain..pain..pain...
rollin on bed..wan vomit..also nth..
gastric as usual...好痛。。
rollin arnd in bed...like baby jiang..lolx...
tdy sch...hen bored..hen bored..i wake at 4pm..lolx..(note:wen xiaomei wake up so early.dere can onli be one ting she doing--自拍.)
presentation hai suan ok.de most relax presentation i hab done bt also de most crappiest.loll.hate to wear formal..garylim sure has a way to make us wear...
boris lesson...kinda slp thru..my work gt error..end up onli i cnt do..mus wait fer restore then redo...T_T
BORED!
watch wanted with dear*. so....so...
VULGAR! omg..1st tym hear so mani tt word....ok la i used to scold it durin pri sch..bt nw hear..omg...then alot of violence..loll.oo angelina jolie is hot inside.
honey y u neh watch also lollx.then can tgt lol.
os:对不起让你担心了:x
(但王子还是比你帅hehe)
~ post at 10:32 PM ~
爱情就像品尝一种新的甜点一样。
再咬下第一口时，会觉得好新鲜，好喜欢！---上瘾了。
但每天的品尝，会因为太甜。。。而慢慢的觉得腻了。。。越吃越淡。。喜欢的感觉。。。也渐渐稀释了。。。
然后。。因为不喜欢了。。不再吃了。。
另找新的甜点。
但其实。。幸福的恋情。。就像好吃的甜点一样，因该细心品尝。。一口一口慢慢的吃。慢慢的回味口中的味道。不需天天吃。偶尔品尝，才会更珍惜那味道。口中甜甜的感觉，也会一点一点慢慢的累积。然后就会渐渐爱上那味道！-幸福的滋味就这么诞生--而且是延续的哦！
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Wednesday, July 02, 2008Y
chap 106
Quite depress tdy....
well....i still beri guilt i cnt contribute 2wards the project...when i see my frens bond...i tot came to my mind...have i been too busy with the outside..that i neglected the stuff in class....i realise...indeed...i hab been quiet in class...i cant seem to come up with ne topic...is either i sing to myself...or i jus stare blank the wh0le dae....
i realli nd to bond more...talk more..
then my results...disappointed...i tot i hab been constant..as in average..bt i was shock to see the Cs....omg....i mus work double hard...serious hard...means more tired...lolx...
project piling up....emarketin project total rejection...hate it...wen u rush so hard...T_T...
T0tal n0 mood to talk in sch tdy...lolx...total..sianz....
我的心情。。仿佛校外的天气。。。平静。。。带点灰色。。沉沉的空气。。仿佛把我的心情。。一起也压下去。。让我透不过气。。
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你能成为我勇气的来源吗。。好让我靠。。一下下 :x
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