Afta the break..i suddenly realise my instinct to sense love is gone..
i cant tell hu arnd me is realli tryin to get close me or jus treatin me buddy buddy.
haish i also tinkin too much la.like realli gt people will get close to me.
i not like yuxuan suitors queue until woodland LOl
i am 4eva belongin to the virtual side..on9 dating mayb? haah wan try? jkjk
kept tellin myself..fiona! focus on ur dream! angela can do it so can i.
bt smth kept distracting me.i cant always depend on the past to sing sad songs...the feeling is fading as i go numb each dae..lol.
to the sum1..i didnt meant to hurt ur feeling..i appreciate u fer telling me..bt i dun0 hw to react back..cos i had always treat u like a big brother, always dere to help me. i hope we can stay tt way..cos fer nw i onli wan focus on my dream..u also noe hw impt tt it is to me
tdy sms kido fer like more than 8 hrs.omg.didnt expect to sms so much. didnt also expect i gt so mani tings to talk with him.actualli is also all blah blah blah over. bt xuan warn me about him..sae she heard her fren sae he stead gals fer de purpose of stead.as in he go fer purely fer looks.i noe she guan xin wo.dun wan me get hurt again.lol bt fer nw i also no interest in him.cos i still hab to face him fer a beri long tym.
bt recently ..i tink there's a smile tt caught me..bt i am nt sure since my instincts are there since i am so numb by de hurts...if there's fate..then smth might blossom =]
